MUCH BETTER

(cellphone ringing)
"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that’s alright because I love the way you lie
Love the way you lie"

Nagising ako sa tunog ng aking cellphone, 6 miskols, 25 msg, lahat ng message ay galing sayo. then mark all......... deleted mark?....... yes..

10 am na pala, tinanghali ako ng gising, nag-inuman kasi kami ng barkada ko, nagkayayaan lang at pabor naman sakin. Sabado naman ngayon at walang pasok sa opisina.

(cellphone ringing)
"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that’s alright because I like the way it hurts

Ikaw ulit ang tumatawag, tinitigan ko lang ang screen, ang picture mong nagbiblink pa.

"Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that’s alright because I love the..............

"what?"

"Banjo, sorry"

"Ok lang"

"Banjo naman, alam ko galit ka sakin. Magalit ka at wag puro ok lang"
"Ok then, fuck you"

sabay press ko sa end.. ang diin diin pa para siguradong na end ko na nga.. bitter much. Bumalik ako sa higaan, tinatamad pa ko bumangon at medyo masakit ang ulo ko (sa taas).

(cellphone message tone)
-- may nagtext sayo adik..

<It feels better na marinig kong magalit ka sakin, sorry sa lahat ng kasinungalingan ko sayo, nasaktan kita ng sobra. alam kong hindi mo ko mapapatawad, hindi ko na matiis ang  lokohin ka kaya inamin ko na sayo ang lahat, im sorry ulit banjo.>
text message nya sakin.. ang then reply ako

<Ok lang naman talaga ang lahat at may aaminin din ako sayo, alam mo ba, alam ko ang kasinungalingan mo noon pa, natatawa ko sa pilit mong pagtatago, sinasakyan lang kita, ginamit mo ko? ikaw din naman nagamit ko. So siguro much better ngayon kung ikaw naman ang magalit sakin... ha ha ha>

<fuck you!!!!>

<wanna fuck? ha ha ha>

<go to hell...shit!!!>

<and also both of you>

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(cellphone ringing)
"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that’s alright because I love the way you lie
Love the way you lie"

"bullshit, sobrang sakit ng ginawa mo.. sobrang sakit"

(cellphone ringing)
"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that’s alright because I like the.......

ang kulit mo pa, ayaw na kita makausap pa.  sabay press ng end.. bullshit na ringtone yan..

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to many:

<Mga parekoy, punta kayo dito sa bahay mamaya, same time, inuman tayo.. sagot ko lahat>

Nakatitig sa kisame, malalim ang aking pagiisip.. alak lang muna ang katapat para mamanhid saglit ang aking pakiramdam at makalimot ng sakit pansamantala.

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(cellphone ringing)
"I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through................

"Hello parekoy"

"Hello Pre, labas ka muna jan sa lungga mo, basketball tayo"

"Ok parekoy, kita kits na lang sa court"

(cellphone ringing)
I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

nakatingin lang ako sa aking cellphone.. napangiti..

"MUCH BETTER"

*** kulit lamang ng aking kukote